Make it

My love of writing started at an early age, and I was barely in middle school when I penned my first story. It was a sequel to my favorite video game at the time called Final Fantasy II in the US and Final Fantasy IV in Japan.

By the sixth grade, I could barely put the pencil down, and I definitely spent more time on my stories than on schoolwork. But by the eighth grade, I had generated such a quantity of pages that my school, Thomas Prince in Princeton, MA, had them bound into a book. The local library hosted a book signing for the launch of The Hedges and Other Twisted Tales. While it might not have been available nationwide, the library’s copy was well-used for many years.

After graduation, I attended Assumption College, now University, in Worcester, MA. By the end of my first semester, I had fallen in love with Philosophy and made that my four-year focus. Officially, I double majored in Philosophy and Political Science while double minoring in Computer Science and the Foundations of Western Civilization. I spent much of that time focused on my studies, and when I did write, they were on headier topics like Ethics and Metaphysics.

After I finished school, I moved to Maryland for four odd years, where I began working for Starbucks. I’d always liked coffee, and the role of barista fit me well. I wrote a short novella about the mall I worked in and the confusing life of retail employees. It was a wild period in my life that I wouldn’t exchange for anything.

Returning to Massachusetts, I followed my father into the steam engineering field. In time, I’d earn the third-highest license ranking in the state. During those long 12-hour night shifts in biotech facilities, hospital boiler rooms, and a decrepit papermill, I began writing again. I penned several short stories in the fantasy and science fiction genres. Submitting to prominent magazines like Weird Tales and Fantasy Magazine, I waited impatiently for those self-address-stamped envelopes to return in the mail. I met with little success, but I realized that loving writing wasn’t enough; I needed to learn about writing.

Unfortunately, before I could pursue further education, I suffered serious health issues and had to leave the engineering field. Disabled and out of work, I continued writing, but my focus had shifted. Going back to my college days, I used my knowledge of philosophy to begin questioning the pain I felt. What was the nature of pain? Could it be divided into categories? Was there some form of good behind the veneer of sensation? I thought that if I understood pain, I could somehow assuage my own.

I entered the hospital at the beginning of 2018 for simple day surgery. Due to complications after the fact, I spent months recovering in different facilities until returning home in the fall. It was time to make a decision. Coming so close to my own mortality made me rethink my life. What did I really want to do? What did I really love? And, of course, the answer was writing.

I launched a campaign of self-education. I took online courses and studied classic texts. Then, in 2021, I began an MFA program at the Vermont College of Fine Arts. Over my five semesters in the program, I had the opportunity to learn under some amazing people, writers, and mentors. Finally, I was able to combine passion with skill, becoming the writer I am today. I seek to combine my love of philosophy and my devotion to writing to reveal truth through stories about the human experience.

Thanks for reading.

Here’s my wonder companion, Luna.

RIP 2019.